When Shekhar Suman threw religious idols out of his house after the death of son Ayush: ‘I said that I will never go to God …’.

Actor Shekhar Suman once opened the dark period of his life – the heart -wrenching disadvantage of his elder son Ayush, who died at just 11 years of age due to a rare disease. Shekhar recalled a painful moment when despite his son’s serious condition, a director called him to shoot. He told how Ayush begged his hand and begged him to be begging to leave. The tragedy shook Shekhar deeply, causing a crisis of faith to remove all religious idols from his house.Shekhar remembers his late sonIn an emotional interview with Connect FM Canada, Shekhar recalled the hearts of heart with his son Ayush, grabbed him tightly and prayed for a miracle-to feel that “miracles do not happen.” He shared a painful memory when a director asked him to shoot despite Ayush’s critical condition. On a heavy rainy day, knowing that his son was suffering, Shekhar initially refused, but was persuaded by the director, who said that if he did not show, it would be a huge loss. Unwillingly, he agreed. As he was going, Ayush grabbed his hand and begs, “Papa, don’t go today, please.” Shekhar allowed him to go with a promise to return quickly – a moment that is deep in his heart forever.After Ayush’s tragic pass, Shekhar Suman experienced a deep experience Loss of trustIn his pain, he closed the temple in his house and removed all the idols, saying that he could no longer believe a God who had caused him to break his innocent child and cause such heartbreak. He also revealed how Ayush’s pain was so intense that his wife also prayed for his release with pain. Shekhar admitted that he is still not completely cured and thinks about Mayush every day.Know about Ayush’s diseaseShekhar Suman has opened up about the intense struggle faced by him after learning in 1989 that his son was ill. It seemed that their world is separating – their career, life and family are all hanging from a thread. He spent countless days holding his son, knew with pain that his time was limited together. In an interview with Entertainment Live, Shekhar revealed that doctors initially gave a serious forecast of just eight months. Nevertheless, against all obstacles, Ayush fought bravely and lived for four years instead of eight months.Shekhar Suman revealed that he took his son Ayush to London for advanced treatment, but chose to reject heart transplants due to respective risks. Feeling helpless was especially difficult for him, looking at his father’s background in medicine. Despite consulting leading doctors around the world and asking for consolation in Buddhism, Shekhar came to accept the painful truth that is not always a miracle.